Wednesday, October 19, 2005
had a bad day
studied into the wee hours last night to find that i forgot all the answers to my events management paper. missed all the elaborations so it's gonna be an F.
went home to sleep till around 8pm. met up with rac. went bugis for dessert then met up with her bf, ben, to go ktv. ben brought along some colleague, louis. they are both inquisitive people who does nothing but trigger other's sensitivity.
asked about my boyfriend, i found some difficulties handling their questions.
asked if he knows i was out, i said yes. asked if he knows who i was out with, even i don't know, and even if i tell him, he wouldn't understand. and he's not the sort who probes much into my business. so they concluded that we're splitting.
asked where he was, i said out. expressed that they find it queer couples go out separately. he's out, i'm out. so they concluded that we're splitting.
asked if he look at other girls what would i do, i do the ogling all the time. said i was thinking if my boyfriend is driving some other girl around when i kept quiet, i gave a very fake laugh. said temptations are everywhere outta a man's house. so they concluded that we're splitting.
louis sent us home, and insisted on seeing me to the lift. i said no, there's no danger around my home. he said that my boyfriend don't do that doesn't mean he's like my boyfriend. so they concluded we're splitting.
i reached home, their conclusion reverberated in my mind. why didn't i have anything to reply? no stand for myself, for the relationship i thought was strong. i stopped their voices coming around.
he gives me freedom (although too much), only say he believes in me.
i know he's out, not with me, but somehow i know i'm somewhere near him.
he may be tempted by other girls, and still know that there's one that loves him the most.
he doesn't see me to the lift, how will that make us split? oh maybe they meant physically. your gf and you are not siamese twins.
so i concluded that they don't know my boyfriend. just like all the others.
i don't want to be overly confident, i don't wanna lose them all either.
is it too late?
- 4:12:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
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JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
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WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
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CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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